love is complicated

korang paham tak LOVE is cOmpLiCateD....

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sampaikan aku taktau nak describe macam mana..

DeCoRatE biLik

Dah tiga minggu semester baru dibuka,

Hikayat aku sepanjang 3 minggu ni ::

• aku tinggal dengan juniors,

• dah start belajar balik and sudah habis pun satu topic biology,memang cepat gila, aku taktau lecturer tu kena kejar dengan hantu apa. Hantu buku text biology kot. Memang aku tak sempat nak hadam lagi apa2 ilmu biology yang lecturer cakap dalam kelas tu. Tapi yang pasti fikiran aku tengah melayang-layang seperti wau bulan melayang-layang time pesta wau international bila lecturer tengah meng'lecture di depan. Kenapa la cepat sangat padahal semester ni semester yang agak panjang la. Mau tak panjang, cuti pun ciput.

• Mathematics pun lebih kurang 2x5, 5x2 la dengan Biology.

• Yang best subjek Chemistry. Memang lepak melepak la. Cool je. Tapi keburukannya, tunggu la time nak dekat trial exam nanti.

And baru hari ni aku kemas bilik aku yang agak macam tongkang pecah padahal aku taktau macam mana rupa tongkang pecah tu. Ada bahan2 terbuang tu, aku buat decoration dalam bilik. Seperti lecturer Chemistry aku selalu kata, "We must support towards GREEN CHEMISTRY". Yeah, teacher!

Buat balik notice board aku yang dicuri hari tu. Memang bongeksss with capital B la untuk orang yang mencuri notice board kesayangan aku tu. Kenapa la curi notice board, lain kali curi la microwave ke, rice cooker ke, kettle ke. Ni yang aku pelik and sampai sekarang aku tak dapat nak fikir sebab munasabab yang sahih lagi tepat kenapa notice board??? Dah la notice board tu ada super duper high sentimental value bagi aku..T_T

Agak 2 jam gak la aku kemas bilik aku. But I think, there will be more decoration need to add. Membazir je. Dah la ni last semester. Tak payah la...

*agak2 kalau aku decorate bilik aku jadi camni, best tak??

Impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

100 truths

WHAT WAS YOUR:

1. Last beverage: saliva juice
2. Last phone call: anonymous
3. Last text message: celcom-bff
4. Last song you listened to: showdown BEP
5. Last time you cried: when my mom was ditahan di cardiovascular care unit (CCU)ward

HAVE YOU EVER:

6. Dated someone twice: dated is a tarikh or kurma?? *rolling eyes*
7. Been cheated on: never realised that I been cheated
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: -silent-
9. Lost someone special: yup. they're around me but I feel that I've lost them
10. Been depressed: once a year. just to make life are colourful
11. Been drunk and threw up: solidly never

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLOURS:

12. green
13. blue
14. purple

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2010)

15. Made a new friend: for sure..not 'a' but many many of them.... yeahh!!~ ;)
16. Fallen out of love: how is it?? -blank-
17. Laughed until you cried: always when 'mak' became a sasterawati
18. Met someone who changed you: yes..people around me.. thx =)
19. Found out who your true friends were: hmmm...
20. Found out someone was talking about you: i mind my own business
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list:-silent-
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: i'm not so sure
23. How many kids do you want to have: more than 1
24. Do you have any pets: nope since 8 years ago
25. Do you want to change your name: no..my parent hve give this name when I was a baby,so y I should change it?
26. What did you do for your last birthday:gayut, study, exam, gayut again
27. What time did you wake up today: after subuh.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night :t.i.d.o.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: the best result of a-level
30. Last time you saw your Mother: 2 weeks ago
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: be a good muslimah
32. What are you listening to right now: -silent-
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: yes, while I'm masak Tomyam
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: tired
35. Most visited webpage: facebook
36. Whats your real name: is there anyone who want to know my name?
37. Nicknames: many but I like when they called me yong
38. Relationship Status: family, friendship
39. Zodiac sign: capricorn
40. Male or female?: Female
41. Elementary?: SK Simpang Tiga
42. Middle School?: SMK Alor Janggus, MRSM Merbok, MRSM Kubang Pasu
43. High school/college?: UiTM Puncak Perdana, UCSI University
44. Hair colour: - -
45. Long or short: - -
46. Height: kurang tinggi
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: crush?? I never killed anyone...yet
48: What do you like about yourself?: myself :)
49. Piercings: no
50. Tattoos: no
51. Righty or lefty: kanan

FIRSTS :

52. First surgery: never
53. First piercing: 5 years old
54. First best friend: kawan
55. First sport you joined: eating
56. First vacation: mimpi
58. First pair of trainers: not sure

RIGHT NOW

59. Eating: angin
60. Drinking: saliva juice
61. I'm about to: sleep
62. Listening to: -silent-
63. Waiting on: means??

YOUR FUTURE :

64. Want kids?: emm.. yes
65. Get Married?: emm.. yes
66. Career?: sure..thats are reason for number two y I'm still a student

WHICH IS BETTER :

67. Lips or eyes: both
68. Hugs or kisses: both.
69. Shorter or taller: both
70. Older or Younger: both
71. Romantic or spontaneous: both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms: both
73. Sensitive or loud: both
74. Hook-up or relationship: both
75. Trouble maker or hesitant: both

** ok, sume jwpn aku ltk 'both'.

HAVE YOU EVER :

76. Kissed a stranger: never
77. Drank hard liquor: haram tu
78. Lost glasses/contacts: I'm not wearing glasses
79. Sex on first date: doesn't feel to answer this question
80. Broken someone's heart: did I?
82. Been arrested: yes when playing polis sentri
83. Turned someone down: i think i had
84. Cried when someone died: yup
85. Fallen for a friend?: hee..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

86. Yourself: yup
87. Miracles: - -
88. Love at first sight: yup
89. Heaven: yes.
90. Santa Claus: - -
91. Kiss on the first date: hhe.. nope.
92. Angels: yes.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:

94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: both I had
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: sure.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: let bygone be bygone.redha je
98. If you could pick a day from last year and relive it, what would it be?: xnk laa.. let bygone be bygone..
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: - blank-
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: y not?after I had answer 99 question

p/s :: kenapa la aku jawab soalan yang aku tak tau kenapa aku perlu jawab soalan ni...